Bipolar people and dating
Everything is my fault, I do not make enough money (I do make a nice salary), he wants a new luxury car, he is God and everyone else is an idiot, etc.
He has built a very good company from scratch and has managed to maintain his business success.
I had not seen this freaking out since the day I left two years prior. Sweating head to toe, couldn’t breath, didn’t want to live anymore, wanted to jump out the window to stop the madness, wanted me to leave him since he was so horrible, and on and on and on. Luckily my sister was down the hall at the hotel and I woke her at 3am to help me.
I want him to be ok but I am now 34 years old with no children (human ones that is – scared to death to have them) and do not want to look back on my life with sadness.
In many ways I love him dearly, we met in high school (not high school sweethearts) and we have been friends now for 20 years.
I do love the American dream life we live, without the debt of course.
I know he loves me way more then I love him on a husband and wife level.
Last October we went to a wedding and he was on fire and spiraling out of control on the way there.
After he drank heavily for two days and was a monster to be around, he finally crashed.
He hasn’t stopped talking about how he is going to get his new car and how important his job is and what happened that day in painful detail.
I have convinced him to go to a therapy session with me next week (we have not been in over two years), and he thinks the therapist will help me get over my car grudge and let him buy the car.
The thing is though the more we make the more we spend.Tags: Adult Dating, affair dating, sex dating